it's not that easy...

fuck..it's not that easy..tibe2 aku sgt doype of life rite now....tension gle..mayb dh lame aku thn kot..aku just xth mcm mane nk lpskn coz i've different different type of life rite now..am i getting too old too early..dunno what to do..my head is gonna get explored..sakit gle kepala..fuck..

stupid rule..

bodo gle rules kt kolej aku ni..aku br xdtg brape hari dh kecoh nk mampus..padahal ade mc..bodo gle la..bknnye aku xscore time test or xsiap a'ment..i'm among the best student kot..fucker gle..we'll c..i'm gonna change the rules..just wait for it..bende blh adjust..haha

getting stable..

alhamdulillah..life is getting better..it's a god's will..thanx god..hope a better future..

until what extend???

now i think wants to test me until what extend i can carry out myself..sakit gak r..smpi ble aku blh thn..mcm2 jd..damn..ujian die gle besar..even though aku dh ok dr sakit,tp die uji dr bende laen plak..mayb die nk bg bende yg besar kot..if i suceed after this,haha..my 'kesabaran, is my price..seriously aku dh agak pnat nk lwn smua bende ni..may god bless me..

a new life begin..

wei..dh lame sial x blogging..i can say it was like my second diary..for ur info,i got a new gf..haha..x la lame sgt..she was so perfect coz die blh stay cool n stay with me even though iwas so down..thanx syg..ape yg aku nk cte is aku skang ni br tgh nk settle down n aku sgt rimas people was like sgt2 ske judging me n keep give me fucking useless advice..bt my networking in business getting wider..btw peeps..just wait for it..haha..aku tgh ade kt bawah ni bt soon enough i'll conquer my toughness of life..just wait fot it..aku dh mls nk mintak tolong ngan org laen..i'll use my own hand..now i'm getting bck my spirit..thanx god..money prob??haha..do i look like care..
tonight i'm learning something new..If you care about what other people think, you will always be their prisoner..haha..i'll hold on to this quote until i'm stable enough..i'm free man dude..i was to dary for u to judge..

just updating my blog..

haha..dunno what to write..soon i'll b at a great new environment..good luck to me..haha..btw..i've a new great gf that always supporting in life..she's fucking genius..seriously....kinda stressed coz of business...haha...chill sdh...

getting better...

well...i'm great now..what's up??mmm..a new a lappy, a new hp, and a new company and a new college..i'm damn excited bout it..malacca,here i come..just wait for it..haha..excited gle..mintak2 aku dpt dekan every semester..haha..insyaallah...

persistence..

well..my life skang ni sgt2 bz..smpi aku dh pnat sgt dh..personal life,business life,student life,family..which is which..haha..tp xpe..prsistence is everything..i njoy doing it even though sebenarnye dh xlarat gak..it's just a begining of my life..a bit excited..next week i'm gonna register my company..officially..haha..who's the ceo..i'm da man..i'm damn happy n damn excited bout it..tp sumpah tgh letih gle..yg paling best dlm company aku is aku blh synergize my colleague speciality with me..we gonna go far..haha..gentleman..suit up..now..we gonna get caught...why is that??haha..just wait for it...

a new way of life...

a new way of life???mmm..now i got the spirit back to live it up my life..bz living or bz dying..haha..for sure i'll the first one..how bout u peeps..i got a lot of plan when i'm vcation..semester break la dude..nk try blaja man piano plak la..hehe..smua bende aku nk maen..haha..ske ati aku la..this is my fucking life..now i'll focus more to myself..kejam???haha..enough is enough..thanx to the peeps yg keep supporting me..to those yg pnah buat silap ngan aku..hehehe..wait n c..haha..gurau je la gle..i forgive..n sorry sgt2 if aku ade buat slh ngan korg..peeps..i've hope n faith right by my side..i think i'll win..hehe

you make my so life beautiful...haha

haha..mest korg curious kn...haha..love is the greatest thing to make someone beautiful..haha..what i mean is their life la..haha..mintak2 x ramai la yg bace post ni..nant org pelik aku mcm ni..stiefler yg mulia konon..haha..love makes me creative n i feel so great bout it..makes me feel sexy ade gak..haha..xblh bla..dudududu... the greatest is yet to come..just wait for it..

life??

mmm..
tibe2 aku rase nk blogging plak mlm2 bute..haha..btw,tibe2 aku terpk..aku previously mmg dh buat byk silap n i admit that..but then,when i think back..life is too short to feel regret..is it true???mmm..mayb yes coz u still have to face the future even tough u've fail in the past..plus,u still have millions of hopes n opportunities that will come to u in future no matter what happen in the past...lgpn,to be cruel..kte mmg dh xblh nk patah blk mase..so better kte pk kn hal masa depan drpd steress up dgn our past..
so..
what up???

all i need is a kickstart...

yes..i need it badly..now..i,m kinda lost..damn..dunno y..aku xth ape lg yg aku cari...now,my life is kinda perfect..i've money with my own business,a house,a gf..haha..a new one..and plus,i'm drummer and i've a band..nape aku lost ek??mayb aku just been carried away by the environment here..i dunno which one is my goal and which is my motivation..sometimes,the motivation can distract u..mmm..mayb i know which one is my goal..but then,i've no strength to take a damn hard first step..mmm..only god can help me..i know i can do it..just wait for it..btw,i really need my kickstart badly..

haha..musician???

haha..tibe2 kwn aku ari ni ajak aku buat band..haha..mcm klaka je..aku selama ni just maen music just 4 fun n just 4 myself..tp tibe2 die ajak buat show n masuk battle of the band..pas2 aku kena pilih..jd lead guitarist or drummer..haha..aku xth nk pilih mane satu..pening2..kalu blh aku nk jd 2nd lead guitarist je..senang..xpyh nk ssh2..haha...tp xpe..we'll c..ok..good luck elzi...

it just a diploma...

haha..hari ini first time aku pg kelas..sgt hebat..xrase ape2..ntah..for me it's a diploma..xde pape yg ssh pn...aku masuk kelas pn aku bace buku laen..haha..gle kerek..xpe..janji aku pg kelas...

it just a diploma...

haha..hari ini first time aku pg kelas..sgt hebat..xrase ape2..ntah..for me it's a diploma..xde pape yg ssh pn...aku masuk kelas pn aku bace buku laen..haha..gle kerek..xpe..janji aku pg kelas...

manipulating is an art....

haha..elfi stinson ade post kt aku psl bende ni...ok2..i'll rely it in a post..for me..it's an art..coz..it's not easy to manipulate people or thing...ethic???haha..firstly,u must know what is ur attention...as simle as that..the next question is...sape yg kte nk manipulate..for me..it's easy...urself bro..it's crazy and damn genius..then it's called an art and u'll b invisible...

speculation is everything....

n y is that???for me..
speculation is everything...if u r legend enough u can make ur own profit just based on ur speculation..how cool is that..xyh nk ssh bekerja...just perah otak sket n buat research sket je dh dpt duet..haha..just wait for it...dary...haha..what up...

what is the different between genius and crazy???

haha..y am i asking diz kind of question???sbb...lately ni,ramai gle ckp aku gle..haha..nk ckp aku gle,mmm...aku masuk universiti...haha..mayb dieorg ckp aku  gle coz aku slalu buat bende yg dieorg x terpk kot...haha..then it's call genius..haha..what up..am i rite???i'm genius???haha...that's so weird...haha...

the greatest is yet to come....

haha..to b honest..i just did copy diz quote from elfi mohammad's status on fb...tp die pnye laen..die pnye ayat mcm ni...the best is yet to come...haha..aku improvise..getting better rite...tp xkesah r coz yg penting is to make it happen...and yes...the greatest is yet to come..what is it???haha...just wait for it...

i want to b the favorite hello... n the hardest goodbye...

simple but nice...first thing, i'm fucking amazed...smart la wei...what a beautiful words...favorite hello???hardest goodbye???what up...haha..
the question is...am i???mmm...

angin???

haha..if org romantic mayb dieorg ckp angin ni sgt romantic..haha..tp aku laen..bilik sewa aku sem ni laen mcm..haha..bkn ape..angin kt sini sgt hebat..ber lwn2...haha..maen oin2 plak mlm2..pelik aku..peliknya,pin2 dh kunci pn die blh bukak..haha..sgt hebat..aku tgh mand pn die maen tolak2 pintu..haha..nk join blh je..haha.
the quetion is...what should i do????

insomnia..

haha..damn..skang ni aku dh ade penyakit ni..insomnia..gle payah nk tido..bengang plak aku..pas2 mule la xnk pg kelas..wei elzi..xblh mcm ni..haha..it's ok..so,now i've to plan my education wisely..plan2..janji sampai..haha..xpe..i'll make sure tomorrow nite,aku tido awal..haha..korg mest pelik kan kenapa aku dh xpost bende2 idea in life..haha..xdpt idea lg la..nothing can boost up my brain rite now..just take it slow..

wei..dh lame kot aku xpost ape bende..haha..sgt bz..tired ade gak...skang mintak2 business aku smakin maju...so that,blh la shopping..haha..skang ni aku sgt risau coz nafsu shopping aku sgt tinggi..haha..kesian bapak aku pnye credit card..xpe..aku nant byr blk la..dun worry...
haha..saje nk mengarot...ok la...gtg..ade business meeting..si aidil niplak x bgn lg...bengang plak aku..haha..saje bengang coz nmpk aku serius sket dlm business..haha..kantoi sdh...

i'm a legend

haha..suprisingly my lecturer called me a legend..who is it??mr. jazimin..haha..what up??he said direct in front of my face..aku mcm tergamam sekejap..haha..xth nk rase ape..aku mcm speechless gle..legend???haha..wait for it...dary...suit up bro...

pdn muke aku..

haha..2 la..2 la..nk jd ceo sgt..kn dh bz..damn..kepala aku sgt sakit..tgh berpk mcm mane nk balancekn between business n education..haha..sgt sakit kepala..it's ok..i think i can handle it..take it slow..haha..rakan2 tolong aku..

haha..ceo...

2nite,unofficially i've my own company..i'm the ceo...haha..just xregister je lg offcially..haha..what up..tgh tunggu cooaku je utk set up product..haha..sgt happy..dh siap??haha..i'll standing eyes of the world..after this,i'll take everything..everything...be aware 2 those,previously,had make me down...btw thanx..haha..dun ever get caught...

carried away...

damn...i've been carried away by the environment in dungun..fucking bored..i dunno what to do..make me fucking depressed..haha..xkn nk blk kl every week..pokai aku..ari ni aku sgt depressed smpi aku sanggup pg mesra mall n shopping brg2 giordano..haha..rm200 aku abis mcm 2 je..tp slamat puas hati..i've 2 find a way to release my tension..snooker??haha..hari2 aku maen snooker..byk gle dh ni aku spend..i've to find a way to release my tension without spending a cent..effortless..haha..2 yg penting..kelas dh nk start dh ni..haha..nervous gle..k la..cao..saje je mengarut..

idea...

idea??mmm..i just wondering why do people pay that fucking much amount of money,just to by an idea..haha..actually i really didn't care bout it..because i do have an idea how to make easy money while i'm studying..org keje sambil blaja tp aku blaja sambil keje..how cool is that..i'm making a business that can provide me a 5 digit profit in month...haha..what up..i just dun want to get caught..my game..my rules...

haha..rainman

haha..hari kt dungun hujan the whole day..damnsejuk gle..trase mcm blaja kt harvard..haha..xdpt blaja kt sana tp dpt rase weather die cukup la...mmm...got lot things to do..hope i can finish up my job..a good things is,i got a business..ok la..xde la byk mane dpt..tp blh la as a student..hope i get more..haha...

new way of life...

new way of ife??mmm..sounds interesting..now i've my own car,house and frens..haha..what up..now people do call me stiefler..haha..sounds berlagak..biar la..this is my blog..ske hati aku la...tp aku actually tkt jgk la..coz tkt nanti aku xth which one the thing that i need it or the the thing that i want it..now i've to b precise..i've to make sure that my decision n choice is correct..it's ok..keep it slow..no need to rush..so elzi..good luck then...i've my own class...haha..dun ever get caught...