until what extend???

now i think wants to test me until what extend i can carry out myself..sakit gak r..smpi ble aku blh thn..mcm2 jd..damn..ujian die gle besar..even though aku dh ok dr sakit,tp die uji dr bende laen plak..mayb die nk bg bende yg besar kot..if i suceed after this,haha..my 'kesabaran, is my price..seriously aku dh agak pnat nk lwn smua bende ni..may god bless me..